and the funniest thing is that at the end of the clip, they say that the same person's been pranked twice by the same radio station and by more or less the same concept.. haha.. TWICE!
PS: please be informed this clip is again contains expletives. viewer discretion advised. hahaha.. :P
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edit: i found this funny picture as well.. says it all.. hahahahahahhaa
then today, went blog surfing.. and took a while, but it finally loaded and played in alllyy's blog.. so as i was reading her post, the catchy tune caught my attention again.. the more i listened, the more i liked it..
and now, after listening and thinking properly, i feel that i would be saying those words one day.. i found the lyrics ESPECIALLY meaningful.. it's about a guy who looks at his old photographs and thinks back on the occasions when he took them.. meaningful events, such as his happy days, his homeland, his school, the fun innocence he experience when he was little, then his love..
these days i've been so immersed in trance and dance music that i've begun to lose sight of songs that really have true meaning.. songs that really relate to our lives, just like this one.. this really is a song that i can sing my whole life.. officially my favourite song now..
coming to think of it.. memories are so important.. in my opinion, they're the driving force behind our lives.. without memories from our past, we wouldn't know how to live the future.. i've had my share of good and bad memories.. as i took another step in my life by entering college, i closed the chapter on an eventful childhood.. the baby steps towards my adulthood has shown me that life is now COMPLETELY different..
ever felt like you wanna forget everything bad that has ever happened to you? ever felt like you wanted to erase that moment of negativeness in yourself? don't. thinking about it.. think with me here.. don't you think that bad memories are just as important as good ones? however painful, however difficult to swallow, the truth is just that.. i know this sounds somewhat far fetched to some ppl and MAYBE this is only applicable to me, but this is how i feel..
but for one to choose between the 2, of course good memories prevail.. good memories are the things that keep you going.. that keep the flame of life burning.. and i've had my share.. plenty of them.. my friends, my family, the births of my cousins (babies always bring a smile to my face.. [but not when they ermm.. take a shit.. teeheee..]) and also my ex-gfs.. i think the happiest moment in my life was when my gfs and I officially got together and the limited times we shared.. i mean, those memories are the ones to cherish.. the ones to put a smile to your face when you're down..
memories last a lifetime.. you guys wanna know something? i have thought of suicide. there was a time, when i felt that the pressure of just merely existing was too much for me to bear.. when my studies were plummetting, me and my parents were not in good terms at all, i still hadn't gotten over my ex, and a host of other small issues bundled together creating a giant ball of anger and frustration building inside of me.. i really had thoughts of no longer existing.. i thought the reason why i felt that way was because i didn't wanna burden those around me.. my friends, my parents.. i was ashamed to be their son, i felt like i was outcasted frm my friends.. but in reality, deep down i knew that the real reason why i wanted to end my life was because i couldn't even stand myself.. i couldn't look in the mirror and said i was useless.. it didn't help that i'm the type of person that always keeps everything, every single bad and negative emotion inside, hiding all my anger and slowly building them up.. to some of you, this might seem cheapo and too little to be contemplating suicide, but it was sure as hell enuff for me.. (pun intended)
i was a fool. a fool who didn't think. a fool who was a selfish brat. who only thought of himself.. then came the memories.. memories are the reason i'm still here typing.. both the good and bad ones.. bad memories which i wanted to repair, and good memories which i wanted to repeat all kept me here.. i might seem farfetched writing this but this is the truth..
and i believed. i believed that there was going to be better times. and indeed, it came. i found my friends again.. i found the answer to releasing my ex.. i found that life is much more than mulling over my studies, pleasing my family, pleasing myself.. it was also about filling the lives of other people.. people who enjoyed my company.. people who wanted to be with me, who loved me.. then i thought about all this if i hadn't knocked some common sense back into me..
i have one of the closest knit friendships a person could have and i wonder what both parties could be missing out.. i have also a closely knitted family and i wonder how would life be without me.. a lot less quieter and sadder i would say.. then i also think about my ex and me.. though short, our relationship was full of eventful times, times i won't forget, and times i would love to forget but i won't..
there.. memories, my true saviour from doom. to all who i know, preserve your memories..
(fuck man.. why has this post turned into an emo thing??? hahahhaa.. and ironically, i'm doing a survey on suicide now.. :P )
edit: omggg.. i just remembered a song i wanted to download.. the first time i heard it, i felt super like.. ermm.. touched? it's such a good love song.. John Legend - Ordinary People. it might be old la.. i'm not sure when it came out.. i heard it only recently.. really meaningful songs.. this is dedicated to all couples reading this that sometimes hate their bf/gf.. most of the times have fights.. take it slow man..
estimated total price of consumed items? RM54.50!!!! wahahaha.. that means i made a profit of ermm.. RM35.60! but, omfg.. that profit came at a price man.. i was so full, you could really see a bulge in my tummy.. a real obvious one as well.. hahahaa.. crap, today's post isn't that interesting.. i've been having a blogger's block again.. :P211005 a year has passed since something changed my life.. it never made a year, but still, i won't regret what i did.. what's passed has passed.. and there's no looking back..
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omfg.. i seriously swear that yesterday was the day where i literally stuffed myself silly.. hahaa..
me, jeremy, Sv, Zer0, Alllyy, bryan, joseph and lina all went for the Mc Donald's buffet dinner.. wahahaha.. (yes, it may seem like a dream come true for some of us, and believe me, i was one of them.. wahahhaa.. i had dreams of making mcd's bankrupt.. hehe.. but wait till you fill your stomach like i did ok?)
it was supposed to start at 630 so we reached there like ermm.. 635 pm.. was kinda rush hour for the malays.. so that's like the time where all hell breaks loose around my area.. once we were there, we paid the entry fee and then jumped right in.. it didn't hit me at that time.. but i saw lots of malays already with food in front of them.. like ermm.. predetors casting a watchful eye over their food..
so to make things short.. in the end i ate:
PIT PARTAYYYYYY!!! here i comeee!! heheehehe
i'm here rejoicing, but my mid term's tomoro.. and i still have four chapters to study.. 1, 2, 3 and 4. nice one la..
i'm sooooooo dead..
the hype of PMR is over.. thinking back of my time in school, i realise that that part of my life is now over. bad memories, good memories, all have passed and will only now reside as a part of my experiences.. will now only be some bittersweet thoughts when i'm bored.. i remember in form 3 when i was still not as fucked up as i am now.. but still, constantly getting on Pn. Alina's nerves for not doing her karangan.. remember sometimes getting on mrs. Bashir's nerves as well.. (was really cocky thinking back now.. hehe.. because i simply thought my english language skills were more than adequate for form 3 levels.. :P )
then i also remember that that was the year my heart was crushed for the first time.. i fell out with the closest person in the world to me at that time.. i also remember the teachers having high expectations for me in PMR as well.. in the end, also let them down.. hmmm.. and i'm still here, not learning my lesson.. still frequenting pool centres and hanging out more with friends than my books.. is that right? i know it's not.. but what can i do? really, if you were in my shoes.. i'm literally incapable of correcting my deviant ways.. i guess that my devil conscience still surpases that of my angel side.. hehehe..
coming to think about it.. my life currently is all about things that aren't related to studies.. my life is like going to college, but not to study, instead only to meet friends. i've tried changing.. and it's brought me nothing but guilt. i can't help it.. anyone who know's me can say that.. wah.. eric is the person who really got study wan lo.. but is it true? i might be better than my friends, but to myself.. my own expectations.. my parent's expectations.. they're all wayyyyyyyy below par..
hmmm.. i guess i'll have to buckle up.. it's been ermm.. lemme see... 2 weeks since i last skipped my class.. the teachers have begun to notice that i'm improving in class, but still below average.. this is SO SO not me.. i'm not used to underperforming!! i mean.. i am la.. but not by that big a margin..
arrrgghh!!!
help me.... :(
oh, btw.. ju's party was great.. hehe.. albeit some parts which were a teeny bit boring.. hehe.. and ju, your neighbour is super cute.. wahahahaah..
yeah.. i know.. i look a bit cacated.. hehe.. cuz of who's camera??
well.. i had a plan last week.. well, not a plan la.. i was wondering whether i should drop my statistics or not.. you see, i haven't been doing very well in my studies lately.. especially in statistics.. so like monday, i found out that the deadline for dropping subjects was last FRIDAY!!.. i was like.. omfg la.. nice one la.. now i have to take stats even though i know i'll get like a D or something.. i don't want that! i can't accept that! i'm going to be an actuary! i DEAL every SINGLE DAY with STATISTICS!!! this won't do... so today, i summoned up the courage to meet with the program director.. a german fella la.. seemed kinda nice..
and he allowed me to DROP!!! waahahahahaa...
now i got tuesdays and thursdays FREE OF CLASS!!!
rack, here i come.. (means spending more money on pool...)
i'm so so so SO EUPHORIC!! hahahaa..
bye bye sunda... hehehe.. but i still have to see you for Business.. fuck..
i fucked up someone's SPM.
i'm the cause.
now i'm hated.
crap, it sucks.
i'm sorry.
yesterday night. before going to sleep, something popped in my head. EXAM OMFG.. hai lat lo!!! but was too sleepy to do anything about it.. so i told myself, fuck it la.. tomoro reach college also like 8 liddat.. exam at 10.30.. so still can study... okay okay.. study tomoro.. and i drifted slowly to sleep..
following morning (Today) reach college at around 7.45. okay nice. all going to my plan of being a good student FOR ONCE.. then on the way up, met thomas and fucked up yee wai hai fabien.. and i thought to myself, oh my friggin god.. why the fuck must meet them wan.. omfgg.. hai pei lo.. no need study liao.. and it turns out, they were skipping the class bryan was taking.. (not a surprise.) and then they PERSUADED bryan not to go class also.. and he agreed! (not a surprise again la..) so i was like.. ham 7 lo.. no need study liao lo.. sure ask me go pui him wan lo.. shit lo my sociology..
and sure enuff, i had to pui him and another friend till like 10.10am. i then escaped to follow julia and then we headed to M floor for me to study for at least a lil bit, while julia went online looking at sabrina's picture, sjz's cam whoring, and other girly girly stuff la.. since i thought the exam was going to start at 10.30, i thought, why nto take extra 5 mins to study, and it won't do much harm ma.. ok lo.. so reach my class at 10.35. this was a 30-minute test. so i went up into the class, the teacher was like showing her dulan face at me liao.. and that's where it hit me.. THE BLOODY FRIGGIN EXAM STARTED AT 10.20. I JUST REMEMBERED. THAT MEANT THAT I WAS 15 MINS LATE. OUT OF 30!!! it was already bad enough that i didn't study!! i had to give an advantage or a handicap of half the exam time!! i was like.. OMFGG.. i'm so in deep shit.. and the exam was TOTAL HELL!! haihzz.. i got 10 out of 20 the last time.. i think i'll get 10 or less this time la..
then the second period came.. the dreaded i'll-fuck-you-up-if-you-don't-do-work teacher came to class and announced, okay class, your business test results are in.. i was like.. fuck la.. i got fucked in the first test this morning.. now have to face the test scores of another subject.. shitty day it seems.. then he gave the papers out la.. i looked at my score.. and to my surprise.. oh! i got 74%.. hmmm.. i guess thats.. kinda... okay... hahahaha.. i feel GOOOOODDDD!! then i glanced over to my left.. my american friend.. name's kevin.. i see his paper.. and lo and behold.. he got 86%.. i was like.. aiyoo.. fuck la.. then i glanced to the right.. a girl la.. from my group.. and she got 92% man!!!! even the korean boy in front got 90%.. chow chee bai!!... felt so so shitty..
the rest of the day was *thank god* fine la... my economics was easy as usual.. and after that went out with friends.. so okay la.. haha..
watched the longest yard for the 2nd time... funny man the show.. anyone wants the DVD.. lemme know k?
subsequently, of course, i turned back to the conversation window and she asked me: "You do know how to read mandarin right???" and i replied: "NO!" then she starts chastising me about me not being proud to be a chinese la, and that i was "those" type of people.. the people who are ashamed of having this nicely coloured skin tone, and having a language that is SO SO difficult to me to read.
then i got a little ermmm.. dissatisfied on that comment. :P
so then, is it true? being a chinese makes it compulsory to learn how to read and write chinese characters and speak chinese dialects? i don't really think so.. i mean, if you can learn them, of course, there wouldn't be any harm. but if you're like me (lazy, lazy, bored at boring stuff, and lazier), you'll find it EXTREMELY difficult to learn it! i mean, IF i was given the exposure when i was young, let's say the age of 3 or 4.. i think i wouldn't even be writing this post..
many scientists believe that by the age of 10, the linguistic section of our brain slows down, making it difficult to accept more languages. and the younger you are, the easier you can down a whole host of characters of a new language. take my cousin for example. since he was 2 and a hlf years old, his mum has been sending him for classes and stuff. now at the age of 4, he can speak mandarin fluently (albeit the hard words you don't learn in kindergarten la) and he can like read the chinese newspaper. I MEAN, HOW MANY OF US COULD DO THAT WHEN WE WERE 4??? (at one time, he even took japanese.. and got till the stage of counting the numbers.. then he quit.) he's now taking bahasa malaysia. :P btw, he really is only 4 and he REALLY is going to kindergarten already. since he was 3 i think. amazing right?
so not speaking chinese could not possibly mean i'm not proud of being a chinese. from my point of view, being in malaysia, there's like only 4 groups that you'll be born into. the malays, the indians, the chinese and the 'others'.
[what i'm saying in the following paragraph does not in anyway represent racial discrimination or acts of hate towards the other races we share this precious motherland with.]
so like the malays are like.. ermm... i think it would be safe to say that 70% of them are kuraps by nature la. everywhere you go, you see them doing something that is like very dumb and stupid. i mean, how many times have you taken the train, hot and exhausted, wanting a place to sit only to find like 275197 malay kids playing on them. with their 1 mother sitting next to them, totally oblivious to the fact that her children are a public nuisance? KURAP LIKE FUCK IN MY BOOKS! i haven't even started on the rempits.. fuckheads. hope they die doing their stupid superman trick on their ermm.. machine of noise.
on the indians. i REALLY REALLY don't mean to be rude.. but it's like ermm.. the impression they have left on the public is that they are a little on the dirty side... not the ideal family i would have liked to be born into..
the 'others'? well, basically being born in the pedalaman isn't something that i'm very fond of. :P
so the best out of the 4 would have to be chinese lo! i really don't think that i'm disrespectful of my culture because i can't read or write my mother tongue.. after all, i still can speak cantonese, i still can speak a little mandarin, hokkien, hakka.. as well as understand them all. isn't that good enough?
what say you?
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But the rest (Economics, and Stats) were kinda okay la.. especially Economics.. wahahahahha.. I fucking love that subject man!! SO SO SIMPLE!!! Hahahahahaa.. Considering I only studied for 15 to 20 mins before the paper.. hahahahaha… Stats also.. but I think I lost like 20 marks la.. hahahahaha.. still 80 isn’t bad right? :P
Hope tomoro will be the same situation la.. I got business. Hahahaa..
Fuck you Sunda. If you’re seeing this. Yeah. Fuck you.
(PS: Sunda = Ass = Dick = Trance Talking = My Business Lecturer.)
i mean.. the main reason why people actually go and devote themselves to a relationship is to actually spend more quality time with their partner.. (as in walking together in shopping malls, going out for nice and romantic candlelight dinners and not to mention cozy cuddles in front of the fireplace.. well, okay la.. i'm just exaggerating.. :P)
nowadays i go out, looking at couples all around.. i don't know why.. a real sense of lonliness and sadness surrounds me.. although i try not to think about it, and why i feel that particular way, the reasons are too obvious.. YOU CAN BE TOO INVOLVED. and i do not mean like physically or sexually la.. i mean like getting too attached emotionally.. not to a person, but to the feeling of love itself..
i like being cared for. i like being the apple of someone's eyes. i like the fact that someone out there, a stranger whose existence used to mean nothing to me, is now in love with me, and loves me for who i am. (or for the moment la.) i like the feeling of joyousness when you see the significant other's face light up when you do something thoughtful, something nice. i like the feeling of my own face lighting up, or my heart beating just a few beats faster when a message comes in saying those innocent 3 words. i MISS those feelings...
but not to say that i'm desperate also la.. i'm doing fine now.. and i think that in the company of my friends has done nothing to make it worse.. to all my friends out there whom i mix with constantly.. thanks guys (and gals).. and for every mistake i did, everything that i said wrong, every nerve of yours that i got on to, i have to say i.... i.... FUCK YOU LA.. EVERYTHING I DID WAS RIGHT AND FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! wahahahahahahaa :P (jokin.. i'm sorry k? wahahah)
hmmmm.. but getting back to the topic la.. relationships are like a great addition to anyone's life.. can add maturity by knowing how to care and be responsible towards the feelings of the other party.. can add happiness (if done appropriately..) but can also wreck your life.. mine was almost that..
but we learn how to stand up.. we learn how to be strong again..
and always remember...
LOVE COMES AGAIN...
Awoke yesterday to great anticipation that I was finally going to get a pair of shoes I was setting my eyes on. Wahahaha.. Now a proud and boasting owner of a Puma Racing Shoe.. hmmmmm.. does it really count as a racing shoe? Hahaha.. oh well, it still looks good..
Yin and Yang.
Puma Sponsored. :P
College was again total bullshit. The economics teacher fucked the hell out of me, citing I didn’t come to class or do my homework as often as he liked.. crap.. I’ll most probably get flunked in my second semester maybe.. I’m so in deep shit if I don’t study... and the test’s next week! I’m just imagining his facial expressions when he sees my exam marks.. which will be like 70% or more la I hope. Hahahah. Therefore, to fulfill my wish to put my good grades in his face, I’ll study and do my homework! (Tomorrow la.. :P)
After college, met up with Sv, then went to MidValley. Walked around waiting for Birthday Boy to arrive.. was in Ace Hardware when he rang. Said he was outside. Hmmm.. at the back of my mind, was wondering why wasn’t he coming in wan? Hmmmmmmmm… exited the store to find the answers.. hahah.. got Girl wooooo.. hahahhaha.. She introduced herself as Ally (EDITED!!!) from zer0’s blog.. seemed kinda nice.. and friendly too.. zer0’s such a STUD.. woot! :P (btw, yoong loong was also there la. klf. ) The headed to Puma to get the shoes. At first wanted to get the black one, but then decided that it looked funny on me. And I don’t know why, but black shoes remind me of school too much. Hahahaha. So I got the ermm.. kinda beige like colour lo.. LOVED IT! Too bad la, the didn’t have size 10 and a half. Only 10 and 11. 10 was just nice, so it would hurt to walk, and 11 was kinda big.. so in the end also took the 11. Triple WOOT!
Then went back home to find that my MYVi has arrived! Quad WOOT! Ok ler. Took her out for a test drive. Soon, will be joining up wid Kiko and the Nameless GTi la.. hahaha.. lemme see.. what name shd I christen her a? hmmm hmmmm.. ok la. let you guys choose. Out of the 3 down here. Choose one!
Later at round 6 liddat, Sv came to fetch me and we headed to Rakuzen, the best and my official favourite Japanese restaurant. (although I haven’t tried Ozeki. According to pinkpau, kinda good wo.. hehehe) Ate my Unagi Kabayaki Zen ( which translates to ermmm.. eel fillet set?) hahaha.. In the end like 12 ppl came. And there were maybe a few ermm.. bio and chem lessons going on la.. nottie nottie ah!!! Hahahahahahaa
As people steadily left, the 8 of us then decided to go to Bliss instead of Loft, because Mun Mun afraid they can’t bring us in.. and I was wearing a T-Shirt.. hahaha.. so we reached twelveSI at round 11. After getting ‘tong’ for the jockey which was 15 bucks, we saw that a big datuk mofo had booked the whole Bliss for his 156th Birthday it seemed. Then we had to stand outside to decide where to go next. Wanted to try Esperando (is it?), the former Emporium. Cover charge free also. Hahaa.. what the heck, we enter lo. Omggg… once we entered, we understood why the cover was free la.. got NO FRIGGIN PPL MAN.. hahaha.. I guess that’s why they needed to encourage ppl to go in.. The Bouncer said they were playing House also. Walk in, wtf are the MOFOs playing man?? Then we decided to split and go back to atmos la. The Hennessy girl came over to us and asked how many of us, and I promptly replied 8. she said there was a promotion, open 2 bottles of PureWhite at RM600 and everyone no cover. I was like, wtf? 2 bottles? Can finish or not wo.. I look at the 8 ppl. Those I saw and thought can drink wan la were me, Sv, zer0, Mun Mun. Johnson apparently is allergic to alcohol, but still comes to these type of places. Nice wan la. :P hahaha. So I said to myself, 2 bottles motaklum lo.. so I said:
Dv: Open one bottle, you help me get more in la. cause I got girls going in and they don’t drink much la.
Hennessy: One bottle only can bring in 5 people wo. Or you open the one bottle, then the rest pay cover la.
Dv: Like that a, lemme go ask my friend first la.
H: Or lemme go ask by friend help you bring 6 in la.
Dv: Bring 6? Ok ok. You go ask first la..
<walks away.. speaks with bouncer>
H: Ok la. Can la. So you want or not?
Dv: so Johnson, want?
J: Ok la.
So we went in lo. Found a place to sit. Wah.. super super super empty lo.. haha.. but the first thing I saw was Dj Romell on the turntables liao.. hahaha.. The switch for party mode was switched on liao… Then we waited lo.. for ppl to crowd the dancefloor, to open the floor. I was happily putting cup after cup into my system, trying to intoxicate myself. Haha. No avail. Had a toast to zer0, in which I poured myself ¾ a cup of Hennessy straight. Friend ma, must pei min a bit la. haha.. wish him luck in his relationship yeah! :P
I think around 1230 like that, my predictions were correct. The people who I thought couldn’t drink, were pei liao.. hahahah.. ROCKY and melody were both kinda high already.. and they like drank 2 cups? Or less? Hahahah.. and it wasn’t high mixture of alcohol la.. but what to do, need more training. Rocky was pei until he started blurting lines from the Bible. Nice one la. by that time, like there was ony one quarter of the bottle left. Mostly me, Sv, zer0 and Mun Mun who drank la. haha. I feel bad for taking a lot also.. hehe.. in the first like 20 mins, half the bottle finish liao. Then I slowed la.. hehehe..
Went to the toilet at around 1, some crazy pei lan jor girl actually walked into the men’s toilet to take a piss. Nice one la. Very nice wan la. (in the cubicle la, you perverted motherfuckers. I know what you’re thinking.) Later at round 1 something, headed to the dance floor la.. OMFG.. it wasn’t the alcohol that made me high, that made me feel so damn ‘yan’.. it was the music man.. I now know that music has a very deep effect on me when my party mode is switched on. Haha. Nothing really much happened la. actually I got a picture I wanna share wan.. all those who know zer0 will be shocked at that pic. Wahahahaha. But I won’t show it on my blog la. Not nice.. hehehehe.. zer0, you know what is it yeah? Muakakakaka..
Went home at round 2 like that. Tequila pops were serving at RM5. But I didn’t go for it la, already pokai.. haihzz.. but not bad la. my brand new Pumas, white colour, and ‘hoi cheong’ in atmos. Hahaha. Reached home at round 3, and quietly sneaked my way back into my room. Heheh. End of another day in paradise…
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